That feeling when you have no feeling.
That feeling of every single thing inside of you shutting down.
When you look in the depths of your soul and feel how shallow it is.
That sick feeling when nothing physically is wrong.
The feeling of nausea due to emotional hurt and pain.
That weird feeling of quiet hysteria that dwells within you.
My feeling.
My feeling about life.
My feeling about me.
My feeling about him.
My feeling.
December 11, 2012
January 18, 2011
The best feeling in the world is knowing that for once you are on the path of fulfilling your dreams.
A lot of people say in the beginning of every new year that "this year is my year", but I honestly believe if I continue to walk down the path I am on 2011 will be a very good year for me.
It is my prayer that I continue to grow and be productive with each new day because it has gotten me far already and we are only in the middle of January!
A lot of people say in the beginning of every new year that "this year is my year", but I honestly believe if I continue to walk down the path I am on 2011 will be a very good year for me.
It is my prayer that I continue to grow and be productive with each new day because it has gotten me far already and we are only in the middle of January!
October 24, 2010
September 22, 2010
August 23, 2010
Treadmilling
I always tell people I feel like I am on a treadmill running. Like I am working hard and trying my best but I am just running in place, not really going anywhere.
Feeling like you are going no where in life can really eat away at your ego; but God gave me a revelation.
Even if you feel like you are on a treadmill and that you aren't going anywhere on your path in life, you are still making PROGRESS. Even if you are running and not going anywhere you are still building your endurance and stamina. You are still conditioning yourself to go faster and farther! That way when you do start to see progress and you feel like you are moving ahead, you won't give up because you have all those miles from those treadmill days.
BE BLESSED AND KEEP RUNNING!
Feeling like you are going no where in life can really eat away at your ego; but God gave me a revelation.
Even if you feel like you are on a treadmill and that you aren't going anywhere on your path in life, you are still making PROGRESS. Even if you are running and not going anywhere you are still building your endurance and stamina. You are still conditioning yourself to go faster and farther! That way when you do start to see progress and you feel like you are moving ahead, you won't give up because you have all those miles from those treadmill days.
BE BLESSED AND KEEP RUNNING!
August 19, 2010
Have you ever sat down and just started to cry?
Not 'tears slowly falling on your face' cry, but the 'all out burst into tears asking God, why me?' cry.
I have been doing that a lot lately. Just sitting down thinking of how hard I am trying but how little reward I am seeing. God has to remind me here and there that I complain too much. I actually feel like he is telling me that right now as I sit here and type this. I personally do not like calling it complaining. I feel like I am venting; but none the less I get this feeling like he is disappointed in me when I continue to bring up my problems.
I could understand that though. I tend to speak in defeat at times--ok most times--instead of in victory. The thing is, deep down I know I have the victory. I know that with God all things are possible and that He would NEVER leave me nor forsake me.
My actions on the other hand..well thats another story. I need to line my actions up with what I know in my heart. I truly know there is no way in the world that I am going through all of this for nothing. I actually REFUSE to believe that.
Ever since I was little, my mom constantly tells me that I have a great calling on my life. I am not sure what it is but I do have to say I believe her. My motto right now is "whatever it takes" (well, me and my cousins' motto). Whatever it takes to get our projects up running, whatever it takes to be happy and at peace, whatever it takes to live the life I know Im supposed to be living. IM GOING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.
Besides, as I like to say, there is no point going through the test if you're not going to come out with a testimony.
Not 'tears slowly falling on your face' cry, but the 'all out burst into tears asking God, why me?' cry.
I have been doing that a lot lately. Just sitting down thinking of how hard I am trying but how little reward I am seeing. God has to remind me here and there that I complain too much. I actually feel like he is telling me that right now as I sit here and type this. I personally do not like calling it complaining. I feel like I am venting; but none the less I get this feeling like he is disappointed in me when I continue to bring up my problems.
I could understand that though. I tend to speak in defeat at times--ok most times--instead of in victory. The thing is, deep down I know I have the victory. I know that with God all things are possible and that He would NEVER leave me nor forsake me.
My actions on the other hand..well thats another story. I need to line my actions up with what I know in my heart. I truly know there is no way in the world that I am going through all of this for nothing. I actually REFUSE to believe that.
Ever since I was little, my mom constantly tells me that I have a great calling on my life. I am not sure what it is but I do have to say I believe her. My motto right now is "whatever it takes" (well, me and my cousins' motto). Whatever it takes to get our projects up running, whatever it takes to be happy and at peace, whatever it takes to live the life I know Im supposed to be living. IM GOING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.
Besides, as I like to say, there is no point going through the test if you're not going to come out with a testimony.
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